My first blog entry

Hi! My name is Marci and this is my blog. I have named it The Twisted Road of Insanity because that is EXACTLY what my life is like!

Why am I going to try to blog? Because I have so much running through my mind that if I don't get it out somehow, I will never find sanity!!

I have lots going on right now but my main motivation is to FINALLY lose some weight! I used to be hot. Yea, that's right, HOT. I couldn't walk into a room without turning heads. Then life happened. I went off to college, came home, started a new career, got married, had a kid and then started my own business. What did I do during all this stress? Well dummy, I ate! I ate everything. I ate when I was happy and I ate when was sad.

Then came Phen-Fen. Yep, my dumbass took Phen-Fen and I lost 35 pounds! It was awesome. I started going out again and dancing and becoming SUPER social! But it wasn't long before the weight crept back on and then I gained MORE weight and more weight until I am at the point where I am now. The biggest I have ever been. Screw this shit. This really sucks.

For the last several years I have tried on and off to lose this weight. I even belong to a private forum online that has a group of the most wonderful and supportive women I could ever come across. Some of them have realized their goal and lost a majority of their weight. Some of them even run marathons! How awesome is that? If I can't lose weight with their support and motivation than what is wrong with me?

I can tell you what is wrong with me. I am un-committed. It's a damn shame. I have spent so much time doing nothing that it's disgusting. Well this my friends, is MY year. My parents are going to renew their vows on October 4th, 2009. I am going to look HOT at that celebration.

So, you have a choice. You can read about it and watch my progress (along with other amusing things in my life) or you can move onto something that is more interesting to you. Either way, I am here and I am comitted! Rock on!